About Me

Hello, I’m Eugene — in cyberspace, “a whale free of doublethink.”

Still, these are only labels. They are not the whole of me.

🌍 What This Site Is

This is a place where I share my thoughts, work, and learning notes.
It exists somewhat outside the constraints of any one place, and in that sense, it feels relatively free.
It began taking shape in mid-2025, and over time I have built and organized it with the help of AI.
Everything here, especially the work I share, is something I have made as well as I could.
Given various limitations, it may not be perfect, and I appreciate your understanding.

If one day I am gone, this place, together with my private photo albums, will remain as a kind of digital gravestone.
Here, I document the path I have walked through life.

🧭 Personal Values

I am a beast wrapped in reason.

I am not drawn to morality. Morality sets up a dubious standard for separating good from evil. Under honest scrutiny, neither of us looks very righteous.
I have little interest in the language of pathology. What you call pathological is often just difference.
So I prefer to begin by doubting myself, accepting carefully and rejecting carefully.

I try to restrain hostility, because hatred corrodes wisdom and conscience.
I try to do justice to the complexity of human nature, to understand the cost of freedom, and to remain stubbornly committed to what is good.
When you feel lost about what lies before you, keep embracing the unknown and keep learning.
I refuse to glorify suffering, but I admire anyone who struggles fiercely for something beautiful.

In the vastness of the universe, I am only a temporary being assembled from different elements. Dirty and ugly, incapable and ignorant. Brief encounters, eternal partings. Between coming and going, memory is almost all we have.
I hope to remain sensitive enough to experience life deeply.
Since I only got to be here by sheer luck, I would rather leave with as few regrets as possible. ✨

🔥 On Belief

I identify with liberalism and lean toward a libertarian view of free will.
I have little taste for moderation; wisdom does not require self-preservation.
Flaws are inevitable, but I am still willing to believe in human possibility.
I do not love political parties, nations, or classes; I care more about real individuals.
Even if we disagree, I will still try to respect you and empathize with you.
I am probably not a strict materialist. My deceased family members are the gods who shelter me.
Freedom, to me, means stepping outside every imposed label and becoming someone who cannot be easily defined.